Its like i fucking need someone , or you or people i just don’t fucking know or understand any of this shit. My thoughts are gonna be the fucking death of me i swear to fucking god , if he even exists.
I just don’t know , i don’t know anything. I don’t have any type of motivation , i just dont care. Am i happy ? NOOO. Am i sad ? idk. Do i want him? Yes , but i also need time for myself. Do i still want to stay in ny? I don’t fucking know. I’m going crazy all this mental shit is really fucking getting to me , i’m going crazy in my fucking head i don’t think you understand.
